Why aren't I in bed?

I should be asleep. I have to wake up for work in 6 hours and 45 minutes for a 10 hour shift at the Pizza Slut and I'm not asleep. I told Songbird (the cutie I went on a date with last week and who I'm going to see on Monday) that I was going to bed, and I meant it. But like so many lonely nights, one thing led to another...and here I am, at the damn idiot machine.

I got some news tonight from my landlady/roommate/friend that kinda bugged me, kinda relieved me. I tried contacting Wild Spark to discuss what was going through my mind, to sort of get confirmation or some sort of validation, but to no avail. I am glad, though. It forces my hand. Shit or get off the pot. I can focus on other things now, more important things such as law school and a lovely woman who I'll call Songbird. (I met Songbird through OkCupid, and she and I have talked a lot and gone out on a date. I really like her and I enjoy talking to her every day. Hell, I don't talk to ANYONE every day.)

Songbird is very sweet, pretty, smart, and she seems to like me, which really is a plus in her favor! I want to take this one slow but steady...do it right and let whatever needs to grow, grow. Shit, I feel like I'm back in the 9th grade. Our schedules are pretty opposite and she lives 40 miles away, but that doesn't bug me...she says it doesn't bug her either, so that's good.

Well, I am going to bed now. 6 hours and 30 minutes to have to wake up.