Sunday, October 12, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Reflection in Embers
I'm having trouble articulating, to myself, what is wrong. I am subplanting meaningful interactions with isolation, and succumbing to destructive urges. I am slipping with nothing to grip but my school work. That grip, however, is precarious. I feel I am not doing well in school and having difficulty gauging my progress.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Hurts donut
I'm so tired today. My body and mind aches and I just want to curl up and wither away. I feel an emotional cancer growing within me, eating away slowly, taking over other emotions, rational thought. This isn't depression, it's something else. Something angry that wants to hurt.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
It never fucking ends...
Now I find out, via an automated voice mail on my phone, that my mother's power is about to be disconnected. The problem? It's in my fucking name! Christ fucking cunt stabbers, she promised to not ever be late on that bill. I mean, she paid the cable, but not the power, what fucking sense does that make???
I'm going to cut off my family's power and water this Friday. Great. I'm a fucking monster. Both bills are in my name, neither can be transered over, i don't trust my parents, both utilities require deposits, and the water will take 3-5 days to be reconnected.
I'm going to cut off my family's power and water this Friday. Great. I'm a fucking monster. Both bills are in my name, neither can be transered over, i don't trust my parents, both utilities require deposits, and the water will take 3-5 days to be reconnected.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Are you more mature than a 5th grader...
Hahaha, the silent treatment! Classic. Hey, despite all better judgment, I tried to be sociable today and just got the cold shoulder. She has all the emotional capacity of a 5 year old.
How is it you can go from zero to bitch in one week?
How is it you can go from zero to bitch in one week?
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