Sunday, October 12, 2008

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Reflection in Embers

I'm having trouble articulating, to myself, what is wrong. I am subplanting meaningful interactions with isolation, and succumbing to destructive urges. I am slipping with nothing to grip but my school work. That grip, however, is precarious. I feel I am not doing well in school and having difficulty gauging my progress.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Hurts donut

I'm so tired today. My body and mind aches and I just want to curl up and wither away. I feel an emotional cancer growing within me, eating away slowly, taking over other emotions, rational thought. This isn't depression, it's something else. Something angry that wants to hurt.

Silly lowbrow said in a highbrow manner